You'd have to be stupid or suicidal to be Tony Stark and be out in public without a bodyguard or the suit right now, but here he is all the same, in Central Park after dark. Not sleeping, but more importantly, not drinking.
Actually, right now he doesn't know which one would be worse. If he cracked, if he drank, black out drunk unconscious, maybe he wouldn't run through it again, the way he has every night for weeks now, too vivid, too repetitive to be anything other than significant. He can feel yellow-orange eyes on the back of his neck, the hint of a smile in the dark.
He ate pistachio icecream on this bench once, a thousand years and a million 'better not risk it' excuses ago.
Actually, right now he doesn't know which one would be worse. If he cracked, if he drank, black out drunk unconscious, maybe he wouldn't run through it again, the way he has every night for weeks now, too vivid, too repetitive to be anything other than significant. He can feel yellow-orange eyes on the back of his neck, the hint of a smile in the dark.
He ate pistachio icecream on this bench once, a thousand years and a million 'better not risk it' excuses ago.
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Date: 2012-07-04 08:40 am (UTC)"Don't you have security cameras in here?"
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Date: 2012-07-04 08:43 am (UTC)He admits, unashamedly naked and rocking a little.
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Date: 2012-07-04 08:47 am (UTC)"How much footage do you have of us doing this?"
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Date: 2012-07-04 08:52 am (UTC)Kissing his ear.
"Just the first time- and the last."
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Date: 2012-07-04 08:55 am (UTC)"Do you ever watch them?"
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Date: 2012-07-04 08:57 am (UTC)Shrugging.
"It's hard. You can see we're not happy."
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Date: 2012-07-04 09:00 am (UTC)"We'll do better."
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Date: 2012-07-04 09:01 am (UTC)He promises, quietly.
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Date: 2012-07-04 09:03 am (UTC)"I'll try to talk things out, instead of letting my anger get the better of me."
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Date: 2012-07-04 09:05 am (UTC)By the way.
"Since we're good at that."
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Date: 2012-07-04 09:07 am (UTC)"Yeah. Maybe we can actually set something up in the span of not seeing one another. Like- " He's slowly turning pink, ducking his head to kiss Tony's shoulder. "-like a video or something. With that purpose, I mean. Not just security cameras."
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Date: 2012-07-04 04:32 pm (UTC)He whispers, because Steve is adorable when he blushes, when he gets really dirty.
"I can do that for you."
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Date: 2012-07-04 06:16 pm (UTC)Mumbling against his skin.
"Since you watch the other things."
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Date: 2012-07-04 06:36 pm (UTC)He informs, nails raking down his back.
"C'mon, Steve."
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Date: 2012-07-04 06:39 pm (UTC)He pushes his own pants down and they're naked on the floor of the kitchen, but he finds that he doesn't mind quite so much when he pushes them together, wrapping a hand around them both.
"Lubricant, or- we don't have to do that this time around-"
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Date: 2012-07-04 06:43 pm (UTC)Fuck, he's going to die, that's so good.
"Babe-"
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Date: 2012-07-04 06:44 pm (UTC)He smiles, leaning in and kissing his jaw, stroking at them both.
"I know."
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:00 pm (UTC)He tells him, body writhing sinuously.
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:03 pm (UTC)"Missed you so much..."
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:18 pm (UTC)He agrees, pushing him down a little more.
"Close. Embarrassingly so."
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:30 pm (UTC)Twisting his fingers, a way he knows from experience that Tony likes.
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Date: 2012-07-04 07:55 pm (UTC)"Fuck."
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